Negative Thoughs Dumping Ground

Thursday, October 13, 2005

it's the first time in months tat i cried so much. till now, my eyes still hurt. i didnt wan to cry de. i told myself no matter wad, i cant cry in front of my classmates. but still, i cldnt contain my disappointment. i didnt wan to get an E for chem. i was praying so hard tat i wld get more than an E, although i knew i wld do badly. i jus didnt understand why even thou i studied so hard, i still cant do score better. i dropped a subject, hoping i can concentrate n do better in my other subjects. but instead i did worse. haii. so utterly disappointed in myself.

i ran so hard. i pushed myself to my limits. but i fell. hard on my face. i cried. i lost. but still, i will get up on my feet. i will still complete my run.

i will be alright. i wont commit suicide over such sucky resuls. it's just not worth it. thanks to those who consoled n kai dao me. those words u guys said were so impt to me. i will clear up my doubts during the hols. i willl work hard. (:

these few days quite busy with pw, open hse n tuition. next week gonna get worse. arhhhhhh. every day is packed with activites. i need a breather!!!

n i misplaced a DVD given by a teacher. i need it by tml n i still cant find it. im like super down in luck these few days. =(

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